What am I worth?
Nothing
Not even since birth
I cry all day
Sobbing
With nothing to say
I'm on my own
Sadly
I'm always alone
I have high hopes
and dreams
And they fall down slopes
Can I be glad?
Don't know
Maybe just a tad
That could be it
I think
Since I'm such a twit
Perhaps they're right
You know
This isn't a fight
I could be bad
Or good
I'd just make you mad
I try my best
All day
But I've failed this test
They are allied
I've lost
No one's on my side
I've given in
To them
I will never win
What am I worth?
Nothing
Not even since birth.
We were in the car
I wanted to go
You kind of broke my heart
When I noticed you don't know
You can try and try
Which I see you do
But in all honesty
You didn't think this through
This saddens you too
But that's about it
You don't understand me
Which caused my heart to split
You're caught between us
Those who have been there
The girl you think you love
Which has caused disrepair
But that is just it
I don't think you're sure
About how you're feeling
There is no easy cure
What I have to say
Is not that easy
In complete honesty
It makes me feel queasy
What hurts me the most
Is that I'm not worth
Standing up for what's wr
I don't feel that you
Find me important
You may say that I am
But that's not worth a cent
Making exceptions
To each single rule
For those who matter more
Makes me feel like a fool
Every person
Who hears this sad tale
Tells me you're not worth it
Yet I walk this same trail
I am bad for you
Is what your friends say
But maybe they are wrong
Perhaps the other way
You made me happy
Now full of sorrow
Without importance
Or love I could borrow
Sure, you are trying
But quickly give in
To those who matter more
Letting them always win
What am I to do?
You lengthen my time
That I have left to live
Speaking love in rhyme
What
I want to feel safe
Wanted and warm
But when I'm in your arms
I still weather the storm
Why doesn't it stop?
So I can go on
But you won't stand for me
You're like somebody's pawn
You know this is wrong
Your protective shield
Has countless holes in it
That's why I have not healed
Will you be my shield?
Firm against the cold
Will you be my shield?
Something I can hold
Will you be my shield?
So you can save me
This is what I want
And not what you do
You can't just have your friends
And keep holding me too
They're not good enough
For me, but not you
You've known them for so long
But I can't make it through
I want to feel
I walk down the hall
My hair in my face
Looking for some reason
Some small bit of grace
As you stare at me
You know what is wrong
You turn your other cheek
To the gentle song
How can this happen?
You try hard to aid
What's tearing me apart
Might just make me fade
I'm trying
But I'm dying (inside)
I'm stalling
But I'm falling (apart)
I used to have them
But now they are gone
All I have left is you
Though you have no brawn
They have been your friends
They have been mine too
But what they are doing now
Can I count on you?
It keeps on going
This terrible war
But to stick up for me
I guess is a chore
I'm trying
But I'm
Open your eyes
Look at me here
With my heart dead
Your voice in my head
Tell me why
This had to happen
You won't speak
My life is bleak
Listen to me
As I bare my heart
You lied to me
And now I see
Come back to me
So I can at least say
You're worse than him
You're like a missing limb
Each night
I dream of you
Your voice
Our weeks
Each night
I wake up crying
Your cruelty
Our break
Each night
I can't sleep
You're gone
Our distance
Each night
I think of you
Your everything
Our love
You were there
When no one could aid
You were my air
Then stabbed me with a blade
You are gone
When I need you most
I'm not a swan
I have nothing to boast
You left me alone
You made me suffer
I can't condone
How could this occur?
You're worse than him
Who cut it clean
And let me swim
You were just mean
Gone
Like the sun
Gone
Like the moon
Gone
Like my happiness
Gone
Like you
We called it quits
But you wanted back
You crushed my heart to bits
With a mighty attack
You were my angel
Who saved my life
You casted a spell
And caused all my strife
You acted so kind
It seemed like you cared
You knew my mind
This is
I'm standing here
All alone
With no one dear
You were there
Now you're gone
Which is more than I can bear
I look in your eyes
And see nothing
Not even goodbyes
You seemed like you cared
I gave my heart away
I shouldn't have dared
I knew it was soon
But I fell for you
Which is my doom
You abandoned me
Without another word
Unhappy I should forever be
Will you forget?
I promise I will not
Will you make a bet?
You are all I've got
January can pass
And you will wonder
Why this had to last
Why this had to occur
Then I will be reminded
That I love you so
Of what you did
And then I will know
I still count down the days
Thinking of you
Trying to get past this daze
And maybe you suffer too
What am I worth?
Nothing
Not even since birth
I cry all day
Sobbing
With nothing to say
I'm on my own
Sadly
I'm always alone
I have high hopes
and dreams
And they fall down slopes
Can I be glad?
Don't know
Maybe just a tad
That could be it
I think
Since I'm such a twit
Perhaps they're right
You know
This isn't a fight
I could be bad
Or good
I'd just make you mad
I try my best
All day
But I've failed this test
They are allied
I've lost
No one's on my side
I've given in
To them
I will never win
What am I worth?
Nothing
Not even since birth.
We were in the car
I wanted to go
You kind of broke my heart
When I noticed you don't know
You can try and try
Which I see you do
But in all honesty
You didn't think this through
This saddens you too
But that's about it
You don't understand me
Which caused my heart to split
You're caught between us
Those who have been there
The girl you think you love
Which has caused disrepair
But that is just it
I don't think you're sure
About how you're feeling
There is no easy cure
What I have to say
Is not that easy
In complete honesty
It makes me feel queasy
What hurts me the most
Is that I'm not worth
Standing up for what's wr
I don't feel that you
Find me important
You may say that I am
But that's not worth a cent
Making exceptions
To each single rule
For those who matter more
Makes me feel like a fool
Every person
Who hears this sad tale
Tells me you're not worth it
Yet I walk this same trail
I am bad for you
Is what your friends say
But maybe they are wrong
Perhaps the other way
You made me happy
Now full of sorrow
Without importance
Or love I could borrow
Sure, you are trying
But quickly give in
To those who matter more
Letting them always win
What am I to do?
You lengthen my time
That I have left to live
Speaking love in rhyme
What
I want to feel safe
Wanted and warm
But when I'm in your arms
I still weather the storm
Why doesn't it stop?
So I can go on
But you won't stand for me
You're like somebody's pawn
You know this is wrong
Your protective shield
Has countless holes in it
That's why I have not healed
Will you be my shield?
Firm against the cold
Will you be my shield?
Something I can hold
Will you be my shield?
So you can save me
This is what I want
And not what you do
You can't just have your friends
And keep holding me too
They're not good enough
For me, but not you
You've known them for so long
But I can't make it through
I want to feel
I walk down the hall
My hair in my face
Looking for some reason
Some small bit of grace
As you stare at me
You know what is wrong
You turn your other cheek
To the gentle song
How can this happen?
You try hard to aid
What's tearing me apart
Might just make me fade
I'm trying
But I'm dying (inside)
I'm stalling
But I'm falling (apart)
I used to have them
But now they are gone
All I have left is you
Though you have no brawn
They have been your friends
They have been mine too
But what they are doing now
Can I count on you?
It keeps on going
This terrible war
But to stick up for me
I guess is a chore
I'm trying
But I'm
Open your eyes
Look at me here
With my heart dead
Your voice in my head
Tell me why
This had to happen
You won't speak
My life is bleak
Listen to me
As I bare my heart
You lied to me
And now I see
Come back to me
So I can at least say
You're worse than him
You're like a missing limb
Each night
I dream of you
Your voice
Our weeks
Each night
I wake up crying
Your cruelty
Our break
Each night
I can't sleep
You're gone
Our distance
Each night
I think of you
Your everything
Our love
You were there
When no one could aid
You were my air
Then stabbed me with a blade
You are gone
When I need you most
I'm not a swan
I have nothing to boast
You left me alone
You made me suffer
I can't condone
How could this occur?
You're worse than him
Who cut it clean
And let me swim
You were just mean
Gone
Like the sun
Gone
Like the moon
Gone
Like my happiness
Gone
Like you
We called it quits
But you wanted back
You crushed my heart to bits
With a mighty attack
You were my angel
Who saved my life
You casted a spell
And caused all my strife
You acted so kind
It seemed like you cared
You knew my mind
This is
I'm standing here
All alone
With no one dear
You were there
Now you're gone
Which is more than I can bear
I look in your eyes
And see nothing
Not even goodbyes
You seemed like you cared
I gave my heart away
I shouldn't have dared
I knew it was soon
But I fell for you
Which is my doom
You abandoned me
Without another word
Unhappy I should forever be
Will you forget?
I promise I will not
Will you make a bet?
You are all I've got
January can pass
And you will wonder
Why this had to last
Why this had to occur
Then I will be reminded
That I love you so
Of what you did
And then I will know
I still count down the days
Thinking of you
Trying to get past this daze
And maybe you suffer too
Current Residence: Minnesota Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal Operating System: PC Personal Quote: "It takes you ten times as long to put yourself together as it does to fall apart" Suzanne